SHE.HER.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

erm sorry guys i din meant to spammed but it seems like i did cos im e victim too
apologies all was just testing out the cross posting between multiply n blogger but i tink i ended up spamming all w the older posts :(

I couldnt see u
what i can do is to watch from u from far
to only want to know that u are fine
when is the day coming
the day when i get to see u again

Thursday, August 20, 2009

hmm it seems tt i have forgotten about here again
sometimes im just looking at the blank post dont know what n where to begin to write

it has been 3 months after the new job
just received my confirmation letter yday, congrats me please :)

it dint seems too good for me the past few months
though i change a new job reason been i want to carry on studying but i cant decide what i want
contradicting right?

ya i thought so too. what exactly do i want to do in e future. what do i really want in life.
all these questions just came popping out of e mind

i think when ure miserable all e negative thoughts will just come and visit u

i just suddenly hate myself
i dont think i thought about the consequences
maybe tt y i ended up so tired of living

is there some place where no pain exists?

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

hmmmm..
waa i tink its been a few mths since i last updated

felt so dead here tt i almost del since im not updating anyway.

feeling so dead n boring that sis actually helped me change a new blogskin
hard to believe im actually once a IT student cos i tink i know nuts bout this blogger thingie .. hahas

Just a quick update maybe:
Ive change job .. no longer working at CBC
hmm its been over a month working @ my new place
felt entirely different
mayb its e job tt is different .. its no longer planning of events n u are holding e upper decision making power
its like u have to be more customer-orientated bla .. bla ..

okie maybe enff of e new job thingie..
erm lemme tink of some other updates ... hmmmmmmm

oh anyway just attended ah jie's wedding @ Fullerton
managed to catch hold of lao da , cheok n jeanne
suddenly i kinda miss e relaxing life @ CBC where u can head dwn to e beach whenever u feel like it .. watch tt beautiful sunset embracing u every evening when u r preparing to go home ..

oh well ..

i tink enff of all those crappy updates ..
i will just take a 5 to 10 mins quick update here when im @ work
cos i know i will be so lazy n head down to bed every night im home

alrite .. have to start work already

Thursday, March 5, 2009

看着阿姨入院，也不知道什么时候会出院心里就觉得很难受。
阿姨是最疼我的人，很希望她很快的好起来。

姨丈天天都去陪她，她就会很开心
让我知道原来幸福是可以很简单的。

很希望自己的幸福也可以那么的简单
不想再和他吵架
我以为我们彼此认识那么久，多少会有那么一点默契吧
可是好像不是，这让我觉真的很难过

已经一天没打给我了，觉得很郁闷。我又不想厚着脸皮打给他然后又被恨恨挂掉电话
愿他不会生气太久吧。

也希望阿姨能早点出院！

Monday, February 23, 2009

Finally all of us met up.
it has been some time cos it is really hard just to plan a day to make sure everyone is free

the usual gang met up .. half of the class in fact .. hahas
for those we dont know, my poly class was just 14 strong
it is so happy to see them again

Saturday, February 21, 2009

finally my first solemnization event is over.
not my solemnization.. hahas dont be mistaken

the weather was so hot & there was hardly any breeze .. the pre set up in the afternoon was so tiring and i must really appreciate ah jie n kor's help in this whole set up.

this is my first time handling solemnization event n seriously i am quite scared that i might just screw it up. you know it is not nice to screw other people's wedding .. hahas im just afraid that mine would be..

this is some photos taken during the day..
http://beiyi85.multiply.com/photos

Friday, February 20, 2009

Waiting for work to end today seems so long
maybe becos there is a plan after work therefore ... =)

林宥嘉 [迷宫] 新加坡演唱会2009
Singapore Indoor Stadium
20 Feb 09, 8.00pm

sis loves him.
since kit & willy wanted to go for the concert, we bought it together.
a bdae gift for sis cos in fact not too sure what to get for her too. =)

hope she likes the concert afterall
well it is a 3 hours n 15 mins concert, tixs are definitely worth while

林宥嘉 sings so many songs
Oliver Ong & SHE are the special guests for the concert too =)
You should see how he was been disturbed by SHE, Ella ..

hahas he was so awkward i guess ..
from 8.30pm the concert starts until 11.45pm we got out of the indoor stadium
we susposed to go for late dinner together after the concert, but it turns out that all of us is so tired

thanks to willy cos she drove me n sis back
anyway sis took so much video rather than photos
btw photos n some videos would be up in multiply soon. go check it out ~

been very busy with work lately, and rather lazy @ times to switch on the computer n start blogging.
if i wasnt get banned, i should have been blogging every other day @ work
not to say i have nothing to do okie, just need some time to rest your mind.. hahas

okie it is so tiring.. a wedding event to prepare tml
i hope everything is fine for tml