100 days


今天是在一起的第 100 天

虽然昨天刚和他起了争执 可是还是很爱他!

PS: 我虽然看起来很开朗很多时候我好希望你会在多关心我。因为我对自己没有安全感

im jealous :(


im jealous because baby's friend kissed him


this is torturing cos i dont know where to release!
i know he is very good with his girl friend but .. wont you ever consider about how i feel?
even if we r clubbing that shouldnt go this way right ..

i told him that we are not spending enough time together. and im serious about it

not physically because we are seeing each other almost everyday but mentally
physically he is with me but back in his mind i really cant figure out what is he thinking

There is no formula to relationships


I dont want to think this way... but i cant just helped it
i just want to feel that you care
you dont have to be exaggerating
you dont have to show it to the world
you get it?
“There is no formula to relationships.
They have to be negotiated in loving ways, with room for both parties, what they want and what they need, what they can do and what their life is like.”

different treatment?


am i experiencing the different treatment before and after we got together?

am i thinking too much?

he is been so much alike to his star sign. not that im really a follower but once awhile cant help by just reading it..

"Geminis biggest faults are inconsistency and superficiality. People never know what to expect with Gemini, indeed they can be relied upon to do almost anything, in any situation .............................."

well there's alot more anyway.. different website, books, magazines etc ..

i just hope that im thinking way too much over this..

just dont want too much inconsistency to maintain that sparks in our relationships