1st post for the new year 2010


am not been blogging.. facebook and twitter is enough.
forgot that i kept a blog to vent my anger until that day when we argued he told me that he read

too many things happened last year. probably that reasons / excuses he gave was totally unacceptable. distractions to u, straying u off from your tracks, couldnt handle commitments.. what is all these?

does avoiding me helps.?

sleepless nite eversince that day. 3 weeks.. i had enff. i dont want to feel that way but i couldnt control myself.

everybody is telling me to look forward. thats what he says too.
i know and i understand
but im not a kid..
i know i want to hold on