Chinese New Year Eve ~ 130210


Chinese New Year Eve ..

this year was special
had Ian over for reunion dinner
his family couldnt celebrate cos his grandpa passed away
guess his mum didnt cook as well

im glad his is around. he has being with you throughout this unbearable and sleepless days. he is always around to accompany me and not to mention serene (pspl colleague) she is always ard to comfort me too.. making sure i dont cry during office hours.

oh well reading thru these .. what the hell am i doing?
this is so not me

i dont know
i cant think now

anyway gona meet kim yong later with Ian to party thru the night

kim yong - ken's brother for the wedding

hmm he is ... very nice .. beginning to like his company
his presence

~ drink drank drunk night ~

PS: Happy Valentine To You

Day 16 ..


Day 16

cant believe im actually counting the days.

oh well.. ord already.. so what's his plan? no replies.. nothing
i really wonder if he got that outdoor trainer job he applied. i miss him so much

all the sleepless night finally bring me down. bad headache... giddy.... sore throat.....


im sick!

8 Feb 2010


8 feb 2010 .. the ord date. the day he is finally waiting for. he can now concentrate and plan for what he wants.. congrats

for me. sleepless night. day 5.. i know this cant carry on but i couldnt sleep at night. how long is he going to avoid me and how long can i take this too.

unproductive monday! cant concentrate on my work