Happy Anniversary B..

Sunday, May 22, 2011 atSunday, May 22, 2011

I miss you badly at this special day...

nostalgia ...

Tuesday, May 17, 2011 atTuesday, May 17, 2011

those days when
- we exchanged text messages daily
- have dinner @ our fav dine out places
- we go kite flying
- you cook dinner
- we go ktv together
- we go clubbing
- you put me to bed and hug me tightly
- we play with schamp at your place
- you gimme a huge hug
- we kissed

and the many more things we shared...

i dont know why i can give up whatever im doing just to be able to see you

and i dont know why you still meant everything to me now

AND i still love you even if it cost my life

*I Miss You*

how much i appreciated your presence

Thursday, May 12, 2011 atThursday, May 12, 2011

so excited that you would be coming
so happy to see you when u r at doorstep
so much things to tell you
so wanted to give you a huge hug when u came in
so eagar to tell you how happy i am seeing you
so many things burning in my mind wanting to do to appreciate you

But

i dont know why im keeping it to myself all these.. this feeling is damn terrible after you were gone.

was yearning your presence so much and so badly cos knowing that i can hardly see you now..

no more crying to bed, no more lying on the bed alone.. but yet..

sigh.............

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Sunday, May 1, 2011 atSunday, May 01, 2011

every single day you never fail to occupy my mind..

missing you becomes a part of my life.. just like the earth never stop turning.. the heart never stop beating

my life clock stopped at the night you left.. it never started moving again despite the constant injecting of new batteries..

a lost soul from then.. living day by day as whatever comes and go. deep in the subconcious mind and never woke up..

the fighting spirit is gone.. lazy to think and to do.. not movitated for higher achievements..

hate this way.. i want to move on.. but with you.. knowing that this seems so far but i yearn for ur company every single day although u dont belong to me..

this on and off sleepless nights.. this not motivated life.. i dont know how long can all this last

knowing that shouldnt expect any hope but you seriously forgotten all about us just within that few months.? how dishearted..


sigh