how much i appreciated your presence


so excited that you would be coming
so happy to see you when u r at doorstep
so much things to tell you
so wanted to give you a huge hug when u came in
so eagar to tell you how happy i am seeing you
so many things burning in my mind wanting to do to appreciate you

But

i dont know why im keeping it to myself all these.. this feeling is damn terrible after you were gone.

was yearning your presence so much and so badly cos knowing that i can hardly see you now..

no more crying to bed, no more lying on the bed alone.. but yet..

sigh.............